Blah...

Feeling incredibly BLAH today.  It's finally snowing today.  Better late than never for the holidays.  It was supposed to be all rain today.  Rain would have fit my mood better, so I guess the snow is good to keep me from falling in too deep.  I wish I could crawl into a hole and sleep.  I know this is depression talking and I need to keep moving on.  Blissful, silent, deep, forgetful sleep.  My STBX to out at the library with the boy child for some family board game time.  The girl child is sleeping.  I know if I fall asleep, she will wake up as soon as I nod off.  So, I'm trying to keep awake.  Sure, I could begin cleaning out the office in preparation for packing up crap to ship off to storage to get ready for putting the house on the market.  I could do some laundry, seeing as how my STBX who usually does all the household laundry has decided, without telling me, that he's not doing my laundry this week.  The hamper is overflowing and he's done everyone elses laundry, so I get the passive-aggressive hint.  I'll do my own flipping laundry.  Geez!

Girl child just got up.  She's sorting and counting her fruit snacks.  Why can't life be so simple like that?  Now that she's up, I promised her we'd play "beauty shop" and paint her nails.  Hopefully that will brighten up my mood.  Maybe I should paint my nails some bright color too...can't hurt.

Phone just rang... we have an appointment with the lawyer on Thursday at 1:30 get divorce paperwork filled out and filed.  No turning back now...